I’ve had my fair share of heart ache. Each of the major ones always lead me to a great understanding. With My Mother disease and passing, it was being introduced to “Alternative” Medicine. And Look at me now. I only wish I could try to mend some of her brokenness. I see clearly that I can use my journey to do just that.

Using the power of the mind and healing foods along with specialized radiation found only in Europe at the time with one God send of a Dr. Again, Its no wonder where I came from? A bit more of my Mom is discussed my first Blog post: The Bridge.

Im taking what I’ve learned from my life changing events forward, always forward! Through this period of time in my life, I also began home schooling my kids. I met a great family who was the key to me becoming connected with an Alternative Med /Healer/Chiropractic Dr, who actually performed Reiki within his treatments. I recall one visit in particular . My eldest was 4-5 years old and was congested in her ear. She had had ear infections before but this was different. NO pain. NO fever. I went to pediatrician and was given Antibiotics. I asked Why? I was told she had an ear infection. NO! I took my daughter to see the Chiropractor and he made some slight adjustments and then performed Reiki on her for 5 min. Just at her head. When she got up from the table she had some fluid draining into her throat, and said to me . “I can hear”. Sold! Oh the things we find on our seemingly divergent paths.

My Dads passing drew me even closer to my Essence still. A very hard man on his family. I prompted to say from a little voice inside, that he only did what he knew to do from what he was given from pre birth through his formative years. I feel sad knowing how hard things must have been for him. A lot of pressure to say the least. My Dad was a very good provider. Non of us 6 kids wanted for anything material. Ill let it go at that. I, being the youngest of the 6, and 10 years younger than the next up inline, I got more of my Dad than the others. I know this but that attention brought with it great pressure. As I write this I’m finding I understand him more, and for sure feel what my Mom struggled with. Bottom line we can only do what we can do, given what we have as our root( Pre and Post Heaven Essence, and the depth and volume of our Jing points associated with out Extraordinary vessels). I’m thankful for both my parents and my siblings. If it were any different I would not be who I am. I like who I am. Never ending improvement and learning what ever it is that the Universe or SanJaio, my see fit. It was my Dad who really was instrumental in my love for horses. My Horcrux’ if you will. What I took forward from his passing was a deeper training in Reiki . I had become attuned Level 1 earlier after my moms passing because of a horse I bought that needed me to find another way in. Similar to body work, finding a way in to the body to release imbalances. Diana, named after Princess Di, was a teacher like no other. Never easy, but oh the lessons. Anyway, as my father became more and more incapacitated, with Dementia and Parkinson’s, I sought out my attunement for Level 2. Now living in VT, Dad in CT and a growing family, and farm to attend to, I was not able to be there often and felt drawn to be able to help him release his struggles and help him pass in peace. I think it was as much if not more for me really. My Mothers passing was traumatic for me, and I couldn’t really come to terms with it so I wanted a chance to be “ready” and prepared as well as could be expect. Traumatic in its own way, I was with my Dad as well at his passing and had the most beautiful experience being centered and grounded while he passed. I recall sitting next to his bed after and we just had a quiet time as his sprite was gently around me like never before. No sadness in those moments, just quiet warm peaceful energy. For this I am so thankful.
More to come..